by Charles Pe
Editors Note: The story is from the book “Migrants’ Stories, Migrants’ Voices 3" published by the Philippine Migrants Rights Watch (PMRW) with the support from CEI (Conferenza Episcopale Italiana) or the Italian Bishops' Conference. The book contains a collection of 12 stories of the realities of migration as faced by Filipinos abroad and their family members in the Philippines. abs-cbnNEWS.com obtained permission from PMRW to publish the stories online.
I have been a seafarer since I was 20 years old. When I finished high school, I studied as a marine engineer, not particularly because I wanted to, but because I had to support the family. At that time my brother was studying to become a lawyer, so any other plans I may have had, I gave up in order to support his education, and each of my other brothers’ professions in turn.
Seafaring is both exciting and extremely difficult, in many ways. When you become a seafarer you have to be prepared to be apart from your family. You will be at sea, but if your mind is on your family you cannot concentrate on your tasks. You must be prepared to give up your family so as to concentrate on your work.
The hours are also very difficult. At home, in the Philippines, one may work at whatever time, depending on the job, of course. If you are an office worker, for example, you start work at 8:00 in the morning and finish at 5:00 in the afternoon.
At sea, it is different. On board you have to be prepared to start work at any time; whenever your shift is scheduled, you have to do your duty. Only when everything is running smoothly and there are no problems at sea, may you rest. During emergencies, you may have to work over 24 hours nonstop.
At the same time being a seafarer can be exciting, as you are able to travel all around the world, but the benefits are dependent on the company you are employed with.
For most of my seafaring career I’ve been employed on German vessels and therefore most of my time has been spent in the company of Germans. I have also worked with crew members from Croatia, Russia, Ukraine, Poland, France, Britain, Spain, Portugal, Iran, Turkey, the Middle East and the Netherlands.
Usually, I find there are few cultural challenges, because for me it is all the same. If you can adjust to the person, his nationality does not matter. On board we are all brothers. If you know how to be flexible and adjust, it is really very easy.
Sometimes if there are 3 or more of a particular culture, they band together and you can observe there is a difference on board. But usually, if there is only one or two, everyone behaves.
For me, the best part of the seafaring life is the relationship that is formed among the crew. It is unfortunate, therefore, that a position on a vessel for a seafarer is not permanent, rather it is on a contractual basis.
In my opinion, permanent positions would be much better. I cannot understand why a crew is not signed to a ship permanently, rather than the company having to source a whole crew and put them through routine medical checks every nine months.
If a crew is permanent not only would the company already know the medical history of their employees, but the crew would recognize and be familiar with both fellow crew members, and the ship itself. One can then work for nine months, take a few months vacation, and then return to their position within the same vessel together with all the other crew.
In my opinion, this would save both time and money for the company, and ensure constant employment for the seafarer.
The most difficult times I had to face during my time as a seafarer were my encounters with pirates. Only last year while we were sailing around the Seychelles Islands just off the Somalian Coast headed for the Swiss Canal, the vessel I was on was attacked.
While it cannot be said that the ship was not prepared for an attack, in reality there is very little you can do to prevent pirates from coming on board. The pirates were able to gauge the speed of the ship and travel in high powered vessels at double or triple the speed of our ships. There is nothing you can do, guns are prohibited on board, and so whatever the pirates wish or instruct you to do must be done. Otherwise you will be killed.
Fortunately, we were not exactly held captive. We were travelling with a number of other vessels at the time in a convoy. They had boarded our vessel and the vessel next to ours and begun to take hostages when they all transferred to the boat next to ours. We were lucky our ship was transporting frozen tuna whilst the vessel beside us was transporting oil.
There is much more money in oil, and really, what could they really get from frozen fish?
Fifteen or 20 years ago, the Singapore Strait was very dangerous, just as it is now off the Somali coast. I was held captive many times in the past. I have learnt that in these situations you must not try to resist them, but must obey and follow all of their instructions. They will ask for ransom from the company that owns the ship, but if the company cannot pay, you will be detained. Each time I was held captive for only a couple of hours on board the ship, during the time of negotiations between the pirates and the company. Then they release us. I don’t know anything of the negotiations they have between the pirates and the company. We are just there to sail the ship.
During these experiences I have not panicked. Rather I have been mentally blocked, not thinking of anything, just trying to survive. If you panic and think too much, who knows what you will do. Maybe you will jump overboard. So in my case, I just calm down and do whatever I can to convince others to do the same. There is a big responsibility to protect the crew, the company, and myself.
The first thing the pirates do when they board a vessel is to look for the Captain or Chief Engineer. Then they will go up to the bridge, lock everything, ask for a crew list and call up each crew member in a single file. It is very organized.
Really, the pirates are nice people if you know how to deal with them. They are the same as you and I. They are a mix of cultures and nationalities - Indonesian, Malaysian and even Filipino. I don’t know their motivation or living conditions because once you are talking to them, you cannot risk asking something they do not want to answer. They are very friendly as long you don’t go beyond the questions they ask, otherwise they get pressured and temperamental. If you don’t behave or if you try to resist, they will not hesitate in killing you. They don’t care who you are or what you are, they try to kill everyone.
You have to behave and you will get through it. I am still here. I was still lucky. I survived. While I did enjoy most of my life as a seafarer, really it is just the source of our income and life.
For seafarers, our only source of income is to work on ships, and we are paid in dollars which can sometimes prove to be a problem with the fluctuating economy.
I have been separated from my wife for two years. While being apart for long periods may have played a role, it was not the main reason for the split; it was the result of misunderstandings and many things. I have two children, a son and a daughter, both still in school. I’ve tried to tell my son not to follow what I have done, not to study to become a seafarer.
Do what I say, not what I do, I tell him. A seafarer’s life is difficult, and while he may choose to do whatever he wishes, I don’t believe he could face nor do the things I have had to do. Better then to choose another profession, which is not related or similar to my own.
For any aspiring seafarer, I would advise you to take the position seriously. I see many young seafarers who are very relaxed, but if they intend to be a seafarer until they retire they need to be serious about their work. This means they need to be careful with their physical condition, too. There is a large drinking culture on vessels, but they are destroying their health. This is their choice but you can really only complete your work on board if you are in good working condition. You must be careful with your health. That is why I gave up all vices. I am not saying that I did not taste alcohol, or I did not try, but if you are serious, you must be careful.
For my future, I hope to retire in Europe. I have worked on the yachts in the summer in Europe before under an Italian employer and I hope to return in the following season. If I am successful I hope to stay there permanently, I feel more at home now in Europe than here. But at the moment I am concentrating on my work, planning for my future will come in time, for now I must stay focused.